Thursday, March 10, 2011

Day 2

Weight: 261.2

I woke up this morning feeling full, but no longer distended.  Ready for another "loading" day as another hcg dieter commented a few days ago.  Definitely loading:  I gained two pounds!  I anticipate a similar gain today.  
This was a more difficult day logistically as my classes were spaced about an hour apart--just giving me time to work on homework and force feed myself.  It was harder getting the amount of water required.
I took my 10 hcg drops at around 6:30 this morning, did my morning beauty stuff, and grabbed a slice of cold pizza, and ran out the door.  Don't worry, I had 5 more donuts in the car along with some con queso cheese dip and corn chips.  I was ready for the day.  I stopped for another huge latte (with whole milk) and ate 3 of the donuts.  That was it, I just could not handle another bite, so I opened the water jug and began my drinking.  
Throughout the day I ate a cheeseburger with french fries, a cream-cheese-stuffed croissant, a 6" subway meatball sandwich with mayonnaise added on, 3 little bags of cadbury chocolate eggs, corn chips and cheese dip, and the last two donuts.
As I stood in the checkout line with ingredients for the next phase and the cadbury chocolate piled on top a classmate stopped, looked in my basket, and asked if I was stocking up for the weekend.  I realized that I was experiencing the very thing that I had tried to avoid all of my obese life:  someone actually commenting on the food in my basket.  Should I explain or would it just appear as a cover-up?  A fat woman buying junk food as part of a diet plan.  Right.  
I overrode that nasty line of thought and explained what was going on and she can deal with it as she sees fit, but the evidence will out in another week.
I arrived home at 8:30 this evening with cheese dip spilled down my shirt and exhausted, but happy at the thought that tomorrow I move on! 

2 comments:

  1. Wow Suzanne, I keep waiting for the call that you had to have your gallbladder removed... lol
    One question: is it recommended that you weigh every day?

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  2. MUST weigh every day. Dr. Simeons even said to take the scale on trips.

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