Weight: yo-yo-ing between 248.2 and 248.1.
I have lost my focus and the endless grilled chicken is beginning to get me down. My lovely sister has suggested thinking about the up-side. Things like skinnier fingers, no wheezing when I'm just walking, clothes being a little looser. I should also take photos. I see a difference, but I have forgotten how much of a difference there is.
I went clothes shopping today to find another pair of pants for an impending trip (I only have one pair). Have the clothing sizes changed? Depressingly I am still in size 24 which none of the available stores seem to carry anymore. Guess I'll just sponge the dirt off my one pair and launder them when I can. Shit.
This is my point though; I have slipped off the gung-ho edge somewhere along the line. Tonight I celebrated our wedding anniversary by eating a greek gyro. I'm living in guilty horror at the thought of weighing in the morning. This is not the way to move forward.
I have decided to take my dear sister's advice: look at the good things that are happening.
Focus on the good. My new mantra.
you can do it. you looked marvelous the other day. i'm so proud of you!
ReplyDeletethanks dear for the encouragement. maybe we can plan for a Spokane trip when you're on your way to see your lovely daughter et. al. That is if it's affordable for both of us.
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